My mother-in-law asked me to come home and remain the same like always. Like I used to do. Like I used to be. I have been thinking whether I should get back together and reunite with my children. Most men like women who put their children as their top priorities first. But this is my life.And I want to decide accordingly.
Mom asked me time and time again to stay here and be with her.By her side always. Her food is tremendous, her offering is wise and I kinda like my lovely OWN home more than I like my new found land which I shared with my husband. I guess I shouldn't be calling him ex now if you're thinking of reconciling. The legal papers has been denied. I am still legally married. My husband found out that I have SO MUCH to offer that he would never want to let go of me.And my pair of "hands" is extremely good. I can't deny that. My mother has taught me well. In fact very well , the basic things in life. I appreciate God and my mother.
I made a personal choice. If he shows up in his car and approached my two parents, Mom and ailing Dad and apologise and ask for my hand in courtship, I will get in his car after my mother's approval and Dad's consent. Let's do it all over again. If you want to propose for a night out with courtship, be decent, approach my parents first , ask for their permission , with gratitude and good will, maybe they will be lenient.
In time , I just might go back to where I came from. I have had enough of friendship and would like my old life back. I can redo my mistakes. Build my faith on strong hopes that will never crush. Talk about forgiveness that is so much spoken. You are a Christian wud....why don't you forgive him???????
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