I'm thinking of reconciling with my past but my original family has already approved of the present.

I am Kirsten Stewart and then I am Katharine McPhee. Breaking dawn. Terrified.

My mother-in-law asked me to come home and remain the same like always. Like I used to do. Like I used to be. I have been thinking whether I should get back together and reunite with my children. Most men like women who put their children as their top priorities first. But this is my life.And I want to decide accordingly.

Mom asked me time and time again to stay here and be with her.By her side always. Her food is tremendous, her offering is wise and I kinda like my lovely OWN home more than I like my new found land which I shared with my husband. I guess I shouldn't be calling him ex now if you're thinking of reconciling. The legal papers has been denied. I am still legally married. My husband found out that I have SO MUCH to offer that he would never want to let go of me.And my pair of "hands" is extremely good. I can't deny that. My mother has taught me well. In fact very well , the basic things in life. I appreciate God and my mother.

I made a personal choice. If he shows up in his car and approached my two parents, Mom and ailing Dad and apologise and ask for my hand in courtship, I will get in his car after my mother's approval and Dad's consent. Let's do it all over again. If you want to propose for a night out with courtship, be decent, approach my parents first , ask for their permission , with gratitude and good will, maybe they will be lenient.

In time , I just might go back to where I came from. I have had enough of friendship and would like my old life back. I can redo my mistakes. Build my faith on strong hopes that will never crush. Talk about forgiveness that is so much spoken. You are a Christian wud....why don't you forgive him???????

My love for Kirsten Stewart, Twilight "Eclipse" and Breaking Dawn.

After a Town Hall meeting in a Midwestern city, a woman saw Alexander Woollcott standing alone in the lobby. Impulsively she went up to tell him of the pleasures his lecture had given her. "And," said this lady who had grown-up grandchildren and admitted having passed 70," I was encouraged to speak to you because you said you loved old ladies."

"Yes," replied Woollcott," I do. But I also like them  your age."

G.K.Chesterton is credited with the story of the wily bandit who was finally captured by the king's troopers. The king, a man fond of games and riddles, posed this problem to the bandit: "You may make one statement. If you tell the truth in it, you will be shot. If you lie, you will be hanged." The bandit confounded him with this reply: "I'm going to be hanged."

AS 'TERRIFIED' AS KATHARINE MCPHEE.

Little did I know that this will be the last year (2010) for my Dad to take us all to an Outing with the whole family in our Alza Ria family car. My sister came home with her daughter last December,2010 and my two boys was allowed to come and stayed with their Mummy after being separated for at least six months. It was a grand reunion, me and my boys and Keane, with her daughter, coming home for the holidays and we were so excited as I followed Dad to the KLIA  (airport) to lend a helping hand with the luggage....
There were altogether 8 (eight) of us and the family car IS exactly an Eight-Sitter. We went by car and my brother took turns driving as well as my sister as she can drive really well and I take care of the children which I seems best with. Mom is good at preparing food and we were like having picnic inside the family van. Oh Yes, we were all going to Malacca, to visit the Animal World Safari, at A Formosa.

The Little girl in the picture, Sasha, has nothing to do with me in relation;she just got lost in the crowd after us watching Animal Show, was found crying in tears.....and I helped her find her teacher and her group of schoolgoers out on a trip organized by her school.She seems small for her age. I think she's from an international school as the rest of her group of young students ranged from all types of ethnic.Some Pre-schools are already organizing trips to the safari.

My two boys are too engrossed with their grandpa that they don't want to take this picture with me. Instead poor Sasha strike a charming pose as she gave me her picture for remembrance.

Oh Ya, and as we were leaving the World Safari Animal show, the song "Terrified" sang by Katharine Mcphee was played on the air....... so I find it obliging to post a picture of her to mark this tragic tragedy and me, as a hero just for keepsake....