HAPPINESS IS BEING MARRIED TO YOUR BEST FRIEND. )=D

My best friend is my imaginary friend, because he can't talk inexcessively to hurt my feelings. My imaginary silent best boy-friend is my constant companian. He is my BLOG, my TWITTER, my FACEBOOK and my E-MAIL. My imaginary best-friend's name is JEHOVAH JIREH aka JESUS CHRIST. In this earthly world I have not found my BEST boy-friend. All my previous, only one, mind you, is no good. He doesn't care about my feelings. His occupation took up most of his time and he has no time for his wife's feelings except for games. Sometimes I find it disrespect because he didn't want to use my money. His merit is too important. Sometimes you've got to lose in order to win. In his eyes is only ENTIRE winning. He has no compassion because his money is not enough and he is not spiritually FULFILLED. His mother didn't show him enough compassion and love ; all she ever taught him was WORK WORK WORK!

He is not kind-hearted because his thirst is never quenched. My mother QUENCHED my thirst for life although there are many restrictions that are necessary for my own good. I studied the Bible which my partner DID NOT ; in his eyes is only the MONEY GOD, BUDDHA. I value his integrity in survival-ship but he is not HUMAN, only for his sons whom he adores. Other than those, everything is not enough even his HUMANITY. He often says he doesn't care because THEY are not MINE. I don't see his compassion in our earthly world. All I see is FIGHT, FOUGHT, and MAY THE BEST MAN WINS THE FOOD OR THE MONEY. No charity. All self-worth. Sometimes I pity him but he is my MAN. I respected his opinions and SELFISHNESS because I want to reserve those rights for my SONS.

So much for a man's survivalship, as a lady, as a mother, as a woman being taught in a missionary schools for years, I sought the Lord, and I listen. I prayed silently in my own room and lift up my thoughts in prayer. I hope God can hear my prayers. I am forever waiting. Everyday, every year, every hour, every minute, every second, is a waiting period. PATIENCE HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY VIRTUE, I have been taught well in school and over the years have grown and am still growing to be a woman of God.

Thank you for this BEST FRIENDSHIP!